It has been very rough. I have passed through lots of difficulties and challenges. But then, I see it as attributes of a real man, a learning curve and of course in life there must be some sort of rough edges before the smooth part surfaces. Like a real man, I have to weather the storm and make a mark. I'm here to make a positive mark in Heartland so I can't complain. I have to face reality and fix things up which is what I'm doing at the moment.